Oh wow dad I can't even begin to say how much I'm missing you right now it shows you were definitely my strength I feel as though my heart is physically being ripped out of my chest to have lost you and now mum how the hell do I go on I try to explain to people how it feels to loose both parents but it's a feeling I just can't explain. And now Christmas is approaching and our lives centred around you and mum you were the two people we all wanted to spend Christmas with so Christmas without you both is going to be excruciating. Love you dad and miss you every day ❤️ xxxxx
