Dad I have had the most awful night and it was a situation I would have rang you about like I used to if I was out working and we would carry on our conversation when I got home. You always knew what to say how to calm me and settle me down I couldn't do that tonight dad and it truly broke my heart I really miss those times. I seem to have lost my strength with in me since you grew your angel wings in fact I seemed to have lost most of every thing inside me life is just so empty with out you I also think they all think I've lost the plot because I'm always buying things in memory of you but I do it as I would buy you things to treat you and it's still my way of doing that. I miss you so much more every day love you always dad