So Dad it was mum's birthday I tried to make it as special as I could for her went out with the family and also I invited friends sue celia pam Emma Mark and little barney was there but no matter how I try to enjoy going out I just have to put a happy fave on but inside I just don't want to be there because its just not the same with out you. No words could express just how much you are missed rest easy up there Dad love you always xxxx