Hi Grandad, I’ve been really dreading tomorrow (10/09/2021) as it marks the 1 year you’ve been away from us. Auntie Lisa has arranged for us all to go for a meal and be together. Your life should be celebrated. I just don’t want to relive that dreaded day again. I don’t even think I’ve actually processed it properly. Some days I feel like I can just pick up the phone and hear you on the other end. Although, I do still hear your laugh daily 🤣 You did so much for me my whole life and you pushed me to do better and be a better person. I also have a funny story to tell you. So, you know Abi is usually the dipstick in the family? Well…. I did something that may put me on par…. Me and mum were making sandwiches the other day and I was trying to wrap them in cling film but it wouldn’t stick, so mum told me to flip the cling film as it was on the sticky side….. and I did 🤣 I’m also trying to stop smoking, but you know me. Not going so well! Miss talking to you, seeing you and hearing you. Love you loads💕 “Elly”💙