Dad I wish you were here evety day but receiving a call this evening from my gp saying they have found something on the xray I had yesterday and I now have to have a ct scan so they can find out what it is. I know if you were here you would give me all the support I need I know I have the kids and they are truly a great support to me but it hurts me as I know how much it will hurt them if it's something serious, I know you would any way but I really need you by my side the awful thing about it is the knowing what it is that's shown up. Miss and love you xxxx