Dad today has been a very painful day today every day is painful with you here but today especially painful I missed your calming advice the way you could make any situation look positive. They say life will never be the same they can say that again with you here every thing felt right I felt I could conquer the world but now your no longer here every thing feels wrong and I am so struggling with any situation so I no longer feel I can conquer the world. I some times wish this is just a nightmare and one day I'll wake up and you'll be sat in your chair in the dining room and my world will be back the right way up instead of upside down. You certainly made my world a better place but now it's like living in a nightmare. Dad I don't know if you here me but I talk to every single day and blow a kids up to you every single night. I miss you so much it hurts like hell sleep tight my hero love you always dad xxxxx