Dad to day has been another hard day of missing you so very much but I then put the beach boys on as that was are happy songs if ever we were out in the car and they came on we would pop along to it singing away that gave me a massive smile and a happy feeling . It's a lovely sunny day so I've planted out the night scented stocks seeds i bought last febuary we were going to plant out last year but didn't get round to it because of all the mayhem that covid caused. I've planted some near the gate where you suggested to plant some as they will smell nice when any one comes in. It's very very hard being with out you it's the worst thing in the world we had such a close bond and that bond will never be broken. I miss you so very much every single day love you always dad xxxxxx