As we approach Christmas dad they say tge first anniversary of every thing when you loose a loved one is the hardest well I can honestly say they are so wrong I'm actually feeling it really bad every day is just so empty with out you, I try to get through every day but it's difficult especially as there is so much that reminds me of you every day and my heart breaks again I know what they mean when I've heard people say they have never known heart ache like it well I certainly do now, I cherished and worshipped you in life and I still do now your gone and I always will till the very last breath I take. Love and miss you dad xxxxx