Dad every day is awful with out you but the last few weeks have been a complete nightmare and made worse as Christmas is this week and it's horrendous with out you again this year I can't get into it it's just not the same with out you but on the up side today I got the good news Tia passed her driving test today and she swears she could feel you there calming her down. I know you would have been chuffed for her as I am. Even though you are not here with us I've still bought you things as I did last year and I will continue to buy you things it makes me feel you are still with us and I want that to continue love and miss you so much dad xxxx